YOU.

Love is...everything that makes you smile,
everything that brings you up when you are down,
Love is not beauty, or talent...
Love is...YOU!

x

xox.

bye,09.

2009 draws to a close, its been 12 Months happiness, 52 weeks fun, 365 Days laughter, 8760 hrs good luck, 525600 Minutes joy, and 31536000 seconds success.

Thank you for the good health, so i can enjoy each day in comfort. For the happiness and joy. and for the Love that never ends from my entire wonderful, astonishing, incredible, family, friends, best friends, and boyfriend.

Cheers to a new year and another chance for us to get it right!

Happy 2010 everyone! :D

miss white.

Sexiest appeal.

He gently tuck my hair, stared deeply into my eyes, leaned into my ear, and tenderly said,

"I love you"

"Wildest Dream".

So, this is my messenger convo with my bestfriend at 30th Sept, and the next day, she said yes to my another bestfriend.. Who is also happened to be my boyfriend's bestfriend.. Yes, i know its complicated.. But we are so in this circle.. My 12th April's blog is about that 2 crazy Man who realized that they love us when they decided to hate us, their "Wildest dream" :)

contact me for details.. ;)

:)

i love you today, yesterday, and every tomorrow..

who i always want to meet :

my restarea..

call me crazy, but yes, im in love! :)

Loaddsss of things happened between us..the up's and down's..the do's and dont's...

but everything in between, made me realized even more that i cant spend another day without you..

yes, im in love.

thank you..for those stupid 5 months..

thank you..for waited me that long..

thank you..for all the sacrifices u made..

thank you..for all the patience and understanding my worse attitude..

thank you..for not giving up on me..

and,

thank you..for your extraordinary unconditional love.. :)

Now, i can tell you that i love you with the breath, the smiles and the tears of all my life..

yes world, i love him!

For the first time in a long time, my life is real. It doesn't matter who ends up with who. And in some unearthly way its always gonna be you and me...soulmates. What we have goes beyond friendship...beyond lovers...its forever.

words fail me. i love you. xx

i will find my way back there.. *PROMISE*

I envy you, birds...

i wish u were there..

so that i can hold down the rainbow, write your name on it and place it back, let the world see how colorful life is to have you as mine

warm regard from Aceh

with love,

2 days for 2 years.

Maybe you're the light for me

When you talk to me it strikes me

Won't somebody help me

'cause i don't feel too strong

Was it something that i said

Was it something that i did

Or the combination of both that did me wrong

You know i'm hoping you sing along

I know it's not your favorite song

Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left to say..

Don't wanna be there when there's nothing left for me

And i hate to thought of finally being erased

Baby that's the best of me..

and it's the worst thing to know that i made a mistake in letting him go..

Should I smile because he's my friend, or cry because that's all he is?

Mr. Not Right Now

Time might head us nowhere,

Fate might break us apart,

but I'll always be thankful

that once along my journey

I knew someone like you..

nobody has it easy.

it hurts to know that he love you until he cant even barely look at you...

happy birthday mom.

To a wonderful lady

it's a special celebration

Cause you mean so much to us

we're bursting with jubilation

We're sending many good wishes

cause you deserve the best

Seeing that special wish come true

is our one special quest

Happy Birthday Mom!

we love you...xoxo

dont give up on me now.

dis a ppoint ment.

And as I lay me down tonight,

I close my eyes, what a beautiful sight..

16.

It stretches my lips to smile, brings a glow to my eyes, fastens my heartbeat rate,

and causes me to hyperventilate - thus, my tummy ache.

To me, that's what thoughts of you make...

its inevitable.

i guess i am never gonna be ready.

19-20.

*I'd like to meet you in a timeless, placeless place, somewhere out of context and beyond all consequences.

another pseudo-polaroid.

72%.

when i put him on hold.

harder than you know.

There are reasons we met, reasons for the good and the bad times,

and more importantly, a reason to an end.

We have more to learn, more to experience, and more loving left in this lifetime..

Parting of loving someone is learning to let go..

im letting you go..

overshocked (what a weekend!).

to heartwarmer :

My knees start to shake when you're in sight,

my mind is filled with wonder, my heart with fright.

When will this feeling stop? When did it start?

How can I listen to my mind without breaking my heart?

I'm so confused, what should i do?

I can't think of anything except you, should I ignore you, or just give it time?...

I can't think straight, my heart controls my mind..

source unknown

p.s : putsaaa..i thank god ive found ya!!!! hehehe..

overwhelmed.

delighted.

Mere words are really inadequate, to thank you all for your nice deed...

i thank you all very much you see..

for your thoughtfulness..

i certainly appreciate what you did..

now ill say a big THANK YOU, to you all..

love,

the birthday girl.

oh the wait was so not worth it.

And all the roads we have to walk are winding

And all the lights that lead us there are blinding

There are many things that I would

Like to say to you

But I don't know how

Because maybe

You're gonna be the one that saves me

And after all

You're my wonderwall

pre-21.

early birthday present.. ;)

thank you putsaaa!

some to remember.

dreamwaver.

Close your eyes a moment and listen to a wave in the distance..

Hear it? Shhhhh.. Listen.. Hear it? Yes, yes, there it is..

suddenmiss.

i do miss this moment a lot...

halfway home.

And as I lay me down tonight,

I close my eyes, what a beautiful sight

Sleeping to dream about you

And I'm so tired of having to live without you

But I don't mind.

Sleeping to dream about you and I'm so tired

I found myself in the riches (Your eyes, your lips, your hair.) And you were everywhere

I woke up in the ditches. I hit the light and I thought you might be here

but you were nowhere. (You were nowhere)

Well, you were nowhere at home.

As I lay me back to sleep

Lord I pray that I can keep..

"Just a little lullaby to keep myself from crying myself to sleep at night.."

It seems to be a running theme about being fine and allright but I don't mind...

blue wolf.

You are Blue Wolf, who is open, cheerful and a carefree type of person.

You possess very original atmosphere, and do not like to adjust yourself to others.

You prefer to act on your own and as you like it.

Therefore, at first people think you as a cool person, but once they get to know you, and trust is born, they will understand your good sense of humor and a friendly nature.

You tend to be indifferent and candid to opposite sex as well, so men think you as very bold woman.

But you are actually a soft hearted person.

You have no thought of depending on others.

You believe other people are other, you are you.

And will go on living your own way.

You will not be influenced by emotions.

You are true to your life as well.

Because you tend to be indifferent to the people and situation around you, you give an impression of being thoughtless person.

But once asked to do something, you will carry it out by putting in ever effort you possess.

You are very responsible person.

You tend to change your mind quickly.

And because you like changes, people think you as temperamental.

You have great energy to be able to carry out many things at once, and even if you are busy, once you set your mind, you will definitely carry it out.

You are unique type of woman.

You take time to find the best romance.

You look for honest person, and would act cautiously towards them.

When you get married, you will be good at carrying out housework, and will be able to create a happy family.

;)

source : http://world.doubutsu-uranai.com

bff.

amrazement.

i was there..

and also there.. ;)

how i spent my last day of long holiday..

a bittersweet ending..thanx everyone..

*hugs

relieved.

And the sad thing is..."I know I have already been replaced.."

Mocca

Her name is Mocca..and she loves to tease! a lot! :)

New York, Jason Mraz and Photography all at one!!

Mraz + Photoworks + NY = Jason, u just made my day.... ;)

who needs shelter

Good-day sunlight

I'd like to say how truly bright you are

You don't know me but I know you

You're my favorite star

Follow you I will so lets get moving

Who needs shelter when the mornings coming?

Absolutely there's no one

Who needs shelter from the sun?

Not me, no. not anyone.